The Art of this Deal

Prohibition (prescription) systems come before illicit drug supply or demand exist. Before prescription systems no one was deemed a drug addict and denied healthcare nor were entire generations of our families typically incarcerated for a portion of their lives.

People were gladly responsible for their own pursuit of their health and were the better for it. They were not pitied if they walked themselves into an early grave though when it happened either. There was no sense of public health in America at least. We as individuals demanded the responsibility and freedom to pursue our own health. It is no longer that way here. In fact in many regards this land has become the least free and it’s because we handed responsibility over ourselves to our government. At least socially and spiritually. My personal advice to anyone who finds themselves reading these words is to use what I leave in these pages both on the line and between them to learn to live without any crutches. Physical, Mental, Spiritual.

Everything I have learned was learned after I decided not to kill myself and instead to use every day after to try and help the people who were crying out to their God the same prayers I had been praying over the previous 20 years to my God.

" God please help me "

" God please help me help my family "

" God please let me play with my Kids "

" God please make it stop "

" God please kill me "

From the day I walked out of my backyard after having gone back there with no intention of ever leaving it I have lived as if I had already given away anything that can be taken away from me including my life. I changed the way I dance with the devil. I learned wicked ways are flammable and the trick to controlling the Son of a Bitch is wearing the Armor of God. That’s not me preaching that is sound tactical advice. Look it up and ask yourself how your government could control a person clad in such.

That all being said I do not suggest dancing with the Devil unless you are already in Hell.